And I think I may have just destroyed one of my relationships.
I wasn't paying attention to who was around while I was talking to Woodsmith about what I was hurting so much from. Started rambling because I'm hurting and said (in pain and anger) that I just wish Peaseblossum would die.
90% of the history of having things pushed aside has been Primal pushing aside for her. I mean he treats her better than he treats Lamian even.
Primal was sitting near by. I was in such tunnel vision I didn't notice.
I think all he heard was me wishing she was dead.
Wandered off to talk to Lamian about something, has come back, and won't even acknowledge me.
I can't live here if this is the case.
Woodsmith: My husband
Merry: Tig's wife/slave
NT: Merry's boyfriend/owner
Elle: NT and Merry girlfriend
Umbra: Elle's Dom
Pet: Umbra's slave/wife, Elle girlfriend
Domo: Pet's submissive