Apparently the letter writing is continuing. And I wish I had someone that I could have hold me. I hide this from my friends and parents as much as I can. And none of my pod really cares.
They don't want to touch me, they push me aside for anything and everything else.
I just hope if I get all my hurt onto paper that somehow it stops. If it doesn't then I honestly don't know what my next step is. I made a contract with my therapist not to do anything, so I guess all I'd do is fester.
Woodsmith: My fiancee
Primal: My boyfriend
Star: Possible new girl.
Lamian: Primal's wife
Darkeyes: Lamian's Boyfriend
Siren: Lamian's girl dating
Peaseblossum: Primal's ex-girlfriend
Aiden: Star's Husband