Thank you boring man,
I am not developing scenarios only thinking of the ones he gave me which i know i am not ok with. I don't need to try this to see if i might like it because I know I won't. then our relationship is totally fucked cause I'll never be able to look at him the same and be intimate with him. He expressed, I listened. Now I don't know if I can trust that he won't do something and not tell me because I know he so badly wants to.