Thank you so much. I think I will sleep well tonight for the first time in weeks. I am happy. I am ready. Life goes on.
It's not easy. I hope you do get some good sleep tonight. Being on solid ground again even if you don't LOVE the choice is better. Being in limbo neither here nor there does not feel good.
Sometimes the choices in life are not win or lose but "this stinks" and "this stinks" and you just have to pick the least stinky one then.
I am glad you are feeling a bit happier. I am glad you chose YOU and chose to move yourself to stable ground again.