What I need... I don't know
I do need sympathy. I want someone to hug me so bad right now. I am far away from my family and best friends - we moved to a different province two years ago.
I have only loved this one man in my whole life. We met when I was 16 and have been in love ever since. We moved in together a week before my 18th birthday and have been happily "common-law" since then. This is maddening. It is torture. It is the most painful thing I have ever experienced and I have only text messages from back home for comfort. I had to leave work today because I couldn't face talking to people without my voice breaking - I work in a call centre.
But I do want advice. I want to answer questions and ask them. I need to talk this out. I need someone to tell me what I can do. Please help me. Anything would help right now.