I was struck by a couple things after reading your last few entries. I was thinking about conversations I had with my wife about "specialness ", "firsts", if there was or should be anything that we "keep just between us".
My question ...has your husband expressed some of the things that have you all twisted up with your Bf.
Also what will happen if and when your husband reads this blog or the other thread just like you read the BF's stuff and Sub's blog ?
And with the strict DADT in place I take it your husband was not going to be invited in the history making 3some. Was he aware of the plan ...and the person who would be getting the honor's ?