Maca-abandonment and insecurity
I forget sometimes that it's been over 2 years since Maca wrote here.
But, yes there is a long history of abandonment and abuse in his past.
His insecurities originate with the abandonment by his mother and they have been increased with every woman who has entered and exited his life. To include every woman he's dated in our poly dynamic.
Those abandonment issues and fears were compounded by my affair.
But, he has to choose to get help for that. I can't make him and I can't help him.
"Love As Thou Wilt"