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Old 10-08-2012, 04:56 PM
mostlyclueless mostlyclueless is offline
Join Date: Mar 2012
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GalaGirl, that is a really good question, it hadn't even occurred to me to think about that.

I think maybe what I need right now is sane, rational people countering the irrational things that keep coming up in my head -- that I will never find a true partner, that I will never find someone else who loves me, that I will never love someone else this much, that this was my only shot at a stable family (I am very close to his family, and mostly estranged from my own) and my only shot at kids (he pushed for kids and had just recently talked me into going off the pill, I wasn't even sure I wanted them before we met). My brain keeps jumping to these conclusions and part of me knows they're not true but they feel very real right now.
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