How would I know?
For anyone who may have read how I was introduced to Polyamory, I was hoping someone could possibly share some perspective...
I really miss the partner me and my wife had, I miss the intimacy, the closeness we all shared. It ended because I was not brave enough to embrace the lifestyle, therefore it was not possible for me to exist happily living it just partially. Keeping her a secret always felt so wrong, having such limited time for intimacy and true closeness was hard for her and in the end not fair.
By not considering myself brave enough to be honest with everyone in my life about our lifestyle does that mean it does not mean enough?
Seems like I should be able to answer this myself, but it has been an emotional roller coaster for these past 6 years... I think my perspective is broken..