Yes, one of my big concerns is self preservation and show up for myself. Hardest thing is letting go of someone you love. Because it will hurt to not be around her in the same capacity. I have a very strong relationship with her 3 year old too. It's like these things I can't give up, but in order to love myself I will have to if things don't change.
"You can't make a giant just by stretching out a dwarf. One person's beauty mark is another person's wart."