Crazy wife having emotional problems
Hello. I am generally a practical type. I tried to type this intro before but I keep veering into detailed life story that I think is not necessary or something that I want to do here on a public board. Situation is that my husband and I have experience in swinging. Some things happened so that I started having feelings for a single male. My husband is not happy about it, but I feel like I can't go back to just swinging. Now it seems like neither of us are fulfilled and what will make him happy will make me unhappy and vice versa. At this point I'm just holding on, holding back, waiting to see if time changes things. I was seriously considering therapy but we don't have the time or money for that right now. I listened to Opening Up and I was absolutely amazed with the content. I told my husband about it. I had him read some other material on mono/poly relationships and secondaries. He was less than thrilled. There was a point a few weeks ago where I asked for a regular date night with the guy and my husband lost his temper completely. I have been sad ever since. At least I am allowed to be friends with the guy. Right now I'm here to get support and read other peoples' experiences and wisdom. I don't have a lot of time to be active on here but I'll be around lurking and asking questions here or there. Thank you for taking the time to read.