I need some help
My wife and i Just had our first 3some Weekend , She has talked to me about a triad and i was willing to try it. We have talked about it for a while and we decided to have it with a friend of ours that is very much in love with her and she is with him and I am with him, he is my best friend. I enjoyed the weekend up until the night before we were to leave. As i found out I was frowning all weekend according to them. I went up to my wife and ask if she wanted to spend the night alone with him, She told me yes she did. I packed up my things and left to go home (We had our own vehicles). This was the hardest thing i have ever done because i love my wife so much and is also the reason that I agreed to leaving so they could have there time. Im not sure this was the right thing to do so soon as my wife is talking about meeting with him by them selfs now. I was planning on meeting some more to get a good feel for the 3 of us. And now i dont know what to do because i know they want there time alone but im not ready for it. I love them both and I dont want her to have to choose between us because she loves him so much. I just dont know what to do.