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Old 09-08-2012, 02:08 AM
jwr jwr is offline
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Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: fl
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I don't display any emotion at any given time that would make others think I'm unhappy. I just deal with it and keep it to myself. I don't feel any deep connection to my wife though she swears she is rooted to me. I can't communicate to her about anything. Anytime I say something she doesn't agree with, she hurts herself and then blames it on me. She has convinced others that I'm abusive when we argue. So I never talk to her about anything that might upset her. And no joke, I fear for my life leaving her. I have received death threats from people following me when she thought I was leaving once. If I leave, there will be a hit on me. I almost jumped off a bridge once, but I couldn't get passed the ledge. I just got down and cried in the street. And people just kept walking by.
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