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Old 09-07-2012, 11:49 PM
Taye Taye is offline
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GalaGirl and LovingRadiance: Thank you. You both have incredibly valid points. I am very used to putting my happiness to the side to make others happy. I have a hard time distinguishing what is selfish and what is just a person taking care of their own wants and needs. I'm trying so hard not to step on anyone elses toes that I'm tripping over mine. This entire process is really an emotional rollercoaster and there are days where my curiosity peaks and I want to learn so much about this lifestyle and then there are days where the hurt and the jealousy sets in (this has been the past week for me) and I want nothing to do with him. I have some alone time tonight so I've decided to take some time out for me and figure out what i want out of this.
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