I know. When my husband and i first started dating he was very straight laced. Part of me thought my experience in college was a one time deal and I lied to myself and lied to him in the process.
I say I have a crush on Pan b/c I often wonder if my feelings for her are distorted. I do feel like I am cheating my husband out of a better relationship with me b/c I shared something with someone else and not with him.
I just don't know how to bring it up. "oh hey, I never told you this in the past 6 years, but I'm bi" ???