Thank you both so much.
I want to clarify though, if I may, I'm not here to define my relationship with X, he is my catalyst in many ways, but what we have works. He's here sometimes, mostly not.
But the thought that I can love more than one person at a time, is so freeing!
I'm here to try and find what I need, and what will work for me in theory lol, and then have a community to share those experiences with.
Thank you both so much for the welcomes