Hi Bi Angel,
Welcome to our forum.
I'm sure some of the members here can help you; post your questions/concerns/problems and see what turns up. It is quite a busy site, so don't be discouraged if you feel you get "lost in the shuffle," just be persistent about posting.
Hope you get caught up on your sleep; relationship problems are all the more difficult when you're over-tired. Hang in there!
Love means never having to say, "Put down that meat cleaver!"