There's a lot of things going on and shifting right now, both good and bad, and I am trying to remember that change is never easy. But god, this is something I need so badly. I need things to shift so I can have a life outside of the house/school/kids. I have spent so much of life caring for others, without so much as a thought or feelings of what I might need or want and I just don't think I can continue doing it.
I'm thinking somewhere in my hectic schedule I need to find time to begin writing again. I have so much floating, rushing, banging around in my head and absolutely no where for it to go. It all needs to be sorted and analyzed.