I've been getting into tarot lately. I did a relationship spread for myself and Beaker. There is a card that represents what the two people have in common. The card I got for that spread was one of mourning. I decided that meant we were both mourning the death of our marriage. I know I still am although it's a quieter, less intense pain.
I knew when we broke up in September that this was it. There would be no getting back together. And that has just been reinforced for me lately. We are both getting on with our lives. She's finally trying online dating. I want her to find someone that meets her needs and thinks she's as awesome as I think she is. Of course, I anticipate when she actually does find that someone, I'm gonna have a freakout. And that's ok.