One day and one very long night down... still strong in my resolve, but I had a very difficult time sleeping last night. She is not here and it makes it very hard to sleep. I wasn't tormented by demons, I just miss her very much. I hope that she is having a good time, and that their time together is everything that they hoped it would be and more. I just miss holding her and feeling her close to me.
Ahhh... I was going to ask how long I should wait to contact her, but she just called me, which was nice. She is missing me too, says next time I need to come with her. I don't know if that would make it easier or harder, but at least I would be able to be with her. I can't wait for her to come home.