The roller coaster continues, and I should have known better than to think it was all clear ahead.
GF and Finch had a funny, witty little email exchange, and he read me one of her responses. 99% fine, but in the middle was a fairly explicit joke about her favorite position with him. He didn't even notice, or think to edit what he was reading.
Goddamn it. This is all new, and I do NOT want to hear intimate details. It immediately pushed several of my buttons, cratered my self esteem, and reminded me of some harsh truths Finch had dished out during one of our fights. (Apparently I am boring in bed.)
Now I'm a puddle of tears and snot. I am just going to hang on and wait for it to pass. I just don't know what else to do.
Any handy self esteem references anyone would like to point me toward?