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Old 07-25-2012, 06:55 PM
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And it is another day of chanting "I am my own primary, I am my own primary, I am my own primary" to try and stave off the feelings of worthlessness and sadness that again, Marty has a conflict for our "scheduled" time. And that the "conflict" is "wanting a quiet night after helping his mother this afternoon". Hearing things like that makes me feel like I'm this horrible inconvenience and impossible to relax with... which hurts given the fact that when we get together midweek its generally to just sack out and watch netflix or play a board game. Meh.

I am my own primary. I am my own primary. I am my own primary.
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