Welcome to our forum.
You may have some social conditioning/upbringing to overcome when it comes to "allowing yourself" to be polyamorous. Being in touch with the poly community should be of huge help to you in that area. Poly relationships are real and they really can and do work. Just take your time, read, study, and post whenever you have any questions.
It's great to have you aboard.
Love means never having to say, "Put down that meat cleaver!"