Thread: My new Ai-jin
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Old 12-04-2009, 08:14 PM
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Thanks, mono. This is just as hard as it was when we started talking about poly a year ago, which seems most like years ago now.

My inner turmoil hurts must when it makes me look at the choices I made when I married my husband. I wonder why I really wanted it, if I did it because I really did want to marry him, or if it was because it seemed like the thing to do. More of something I wanted regardless of who with. It hurts to think about those things, but I would be doing a disservice to myself and my husband to ignore them.
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