Originally Posted by nycindie
The first "hit" I get from reading your post is that you are just not happy. Whether poly or mono, if you were feeling more positive and joyful about your life, you would be exuberantly and excitedly engaged in your relationships, and wanting to be with your partner(s). But your post paints a picture of someone who is very dissatisfied. I felt sadness come over me as I read it. So, perhaps it is time for you to look at creating more satisfaction in your life and finding ways to be happy, regardless of whom you diddle.
True, too. I'm at a career crossroads and many other things remain open questions at the moment, and I know all of that contributes to how I feel in my relationships. Very perceptive.