I felt similar as you do.
I really looked forward to our time together.
I loved getting texts/messages from him every day.
I wanted to look nice for him.
I was super attracted to him.
Otherwise I lived my life, friends, family, career, looked forward to our date every 2 weeks but that was the extent of it.
With time, it became emotionally intense too. That was the start of my fall. Once I felt the comfort to cry to him, also a healing cry, I felt safe.
He met and was kind to my children and they loved him.
I started to hurt or stress when he did.
It was gradual but once we opened it, it rushed in.
Last edited by newtoday; 07-11-2012 at 01:34 AM.
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