Wonderful posts and wonderful thoughts.
Thank you so much for taking the time to write them.
I support much of your processes in thinking, and not to suggest you are at the end of that process, it is all a journey of course..
I now practice the lessons and values I have taken on by exploring polyamory as a way of maximizing the value of all personal relationships with every person around me. Clients, children, colleagues, aunts, friends, teachers, students, the bus driver or the woman at the coffee shop.
I am lucky to have these increased skills... And my feelilngs of connectivity to the world and it's people are higher because of it.
I feel grateful to have learned so much about what it is to love, and to be loved.
At the moment.... That is what I am grateful for..
I don't feel anything lacking, I look around my life and see blessing after blessing.
I am happy directing deep intimacy in terms of building a life in one direction.
And I feel lucky about that too