hi from north texas
I am C, married 14 years to my husband, J. We have had an open relationship for most of the time we have been married. We recently came back to poly living after a few years of dealing with life and putting poly on the back burner.
He has two lovers, one that is more of a friends with benefits situation, and the other a girl he truly adores.
I just had my secondary relationship with my girlfriend end rather abruptly, and am shattered by the loss.
I am finding that I am really questioning if I will ever get over the loss of my lover and be happy enough to try again. I believe in poly, I enjoy living this life and I feel it makes us better people. I joined this forum to explore and share and try to start the healing process and move forward.