I've been in a relationship with another couple now for a year, living with them. We are FFM. They were married for 15 years before meeting me, but they had done some swinging. I broke up with my husband of 20 years, and up until then hadnt been with another woman. Our relationship is closed. This past year has been amazing but also so so hard emotionally. Ive nearly left the relationship many times, due to all sorts of reasons, the main one being my girlfriend's jealousy of her husband and I. My 2 older children, 16 and 18 who dont live with me, found out about my relationship, and so far seem to be coping with it, but otherwise all our families and most of our friends dont know. that is really hard for me. I want to be able to tell everyone who I love.