Glad venting helps some.
It's been a shocker. Breathe, care for you "first aid" type needs.
You can put the whole thing on "pause" for a week to do that. Two weeks even. That's not an unreasonable thing to ask for and want when receiving shocker news like that.
When you are ready to sort and pick up pieces, you will have support here I'm sure. Just take it one day at a time here.
Hang in there!