Originally Posted by BaggagePatrol
I am exploring these connections while him and Sync have a deep down emotional connection and months of history both shared and private. I don't have an equivalent, and might not find one - I am okay with that - but if I am to feel compersion, I KNOW in my gut that I need to have a lover/lovers to be with during the times that Sync and E are together.
I found this really
interesting. You're definitely in an unusual position, since you and Sync have been involved in different ways physically and otherwise. I wonder if that's why there's this need to seek someone else, a way of dealing with the shifts and present realities. Hmm.