Yesterday I wrote a reply and as soon as I hit the reply button the stupid modem went down.
So, I don't think you're nuts at all. I enjoying watching Bear with our gf and he enjoys watching us together.
Voyeurism is quite normal.
Pinky, 41, f, bi. Married to Bear, 42, m, straight.
Not dating anyone right now.
I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity.--EAP