you can imagine the mixed feelings I'm having over a decision I have no control over.
Oh hun, I totally get this. *hugs*
Yeah, in response to both your posts (rory & Mya), it is indeed amazing when you're able to be sad around people you love. It's a very intimate level of comfort. Pity that stress and heavy conversations do sponge up time and energy, esp in LDR when these are so precious... But weary silence it is yet another kind of togetherness which feeds into the multi-dimensional experience of living & loving. It's good, it's real, and it's something to savour (kinda sorta) in its own right. Basically, what you both said
Luckily you'll be seeing each other comparatively soon! Take it easy x