Just remember that whatever you feel is ok. This is not counting anything that exists for you as an ongoing problematic condition that you're trying to fight, such as depression or anxiety, obviously. But in terms of your like/love/lust or lack of any of the above for any given person, there is no right or wrong in that, no way it should be other than what it is. Any pressure or expectations on yourself to the contrary will just be counterproductive. Hope you feel better soon!!
Me, 30ish bi female, been doing solo poly for roughly 5 years. Gia, Clay, and Pike, my partners. Davis, ex/friend/"it's complicated." Eric, Gia's husband. Bee, Gia and Eric's toddler.