A difficult situation, for sure.
Can you talk a little bit more about how you feel that she is holding back from you and giving everything to him? What sorts of things is she doing that makes you feel this way?
Also, you mention this pain that she is trying to protect you from - maybe I'm dense, but what is causing this pain?
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