Originally Posted by wannamakeitwork
You see, since I was not the one to come up with the idea, and because I decided to give it a go as (once broken up) I still felt comfortable being with other people as with my partner (with who, albeit broken up, I was on occasion with as well).
Sorry should also read:
"sometimes I feel like I forced myself into this position because I love him, even if in all likeliness (if I can recall correctly) that is not exactly the truth. I am probably overhtinking."