Welcome to our forum.
Kinda cool that you are in Finland; I have a close friend who spent a few years there and knows (and loves) the language, culture, and history.
Like dingedheart said, your English looks good, and so far your spelling is immaculate. So don't be too self-conscious,
I take it Cookie is kind of the focal point of the difficulties you're having right now? I hope we can be of some help to you on this website.
I don't mind if you keep your "Vanilla" handle, but I'll keep in mind that it's kind of an "ironic" nickname.
Glad to have you with us.