I was the poly in a mono/poly relationship until my mono boyfriend opened up to another girl. It was obviously very difficult for him. I feel like you're working really hard and doing really well. You should be proud of yourself. Just remember: you are extremely important to your partner, and if you have difficulties with things TALK TALK TALK about it. Communication is key, and he can't help you if he doesn't know what is specifically bothering you and why it's bothering you.
Me: Mid-Twenties. Bi-sexual, but not bi-emotional. My open poly boyfriend: Wolfwood. My mono-boyfriend: Russo.
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