Letting Go Part I
In addition to the HPV thing going on, I've been struggling with my relationship with SW. In October, I told him I wanted to see if a serious relationship could work between us. He ultimately wasn't interested. I'm having a very hard time letting go of my romantic interest in SW. I meet very few people that I can fall in love with. It's happened maybe 5 times or so in my lifetime. I've tried various ways to manage being friends. For a while, I avoided talking about who I was seeing so to avoid talking about who he was seeing. This was awkward because we've always been really open about the other people in our lives. So that didn't work after a while. So then I would talk generically about dating but not go into details, as did he.
Have to run errands. To be continued...