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Old 11-26-2009, 12:57 AM
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Originally Posted by Ilove2men View Post
Just wanted to let you know you're not alone LR. Its very frustrating. Total blue fish tuba sometimes.
THX, been a long week. I think we're making some break throughs today-I'll let you all know tomorrow!
Wish us luck!

Last night I took a bath while reading Opening Up. I was still so keyed up when I got out of the tub (water was cold) and emotional I got online and vented on messenger to a friend.
Then GG got home and I vented on him for a bit. But I could'nt relax.
Finally I laid on the livingroom floor with my head in his lap. He was listening to some music on his laptop I didn't know about and hadn't heard before but it was calming.
He read through all my emails, messages, random thinkings (written) and whatnot while just softly running his hand over my back.

I finally relaxed enough to go to bed.

I don't know why it's so hard for some people to realize that when your heart is racing and emotions are overwhelming you-you just need someone to CARE for a little bit-patiently care until you can get out the negative and breathe a little bit in the safety of their love and acceptance.
"Love As Thou Wilt"
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