nycindie, I think she means the next one. Her last line says he's not the first one.
onemoreblue, if I were calculating and methodical (and a mean Dom to boot) I would do exactly what he did, with intent to make you hurt (or submit, I guess).
Just wanted to point out that I don't see any disconnect between 'calculating and methodical' and what you describe him doing. It seems that you think this is outside his normal 'calculating and methodical.' I did read you said out of character, and I'll take your word for that.
Perhaps I've seen one too many stories here about bad doms doing abusive things.
It's very unfortunate that lots of people 'know' things up front, but choose to ignore them, and then go a little nutty down the line.
I'm sorry you're hurting.
Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own...
Robert A. Heinlein
Me: female, bi, (formerly hinge of a vee)
with FirstBoyFriend (FBF)(moderately long-distance)
and no longer with CurrentBoyFriend (CBF)(who lives in the apartment building next door)