Not feeling good.
My ex and I desperately want to be with each other, but both of us know that we won't provide what the other needs (seeing as he's fervently opposed to sharing). Today I cried in public because of the depressing things he's been saying, and we ended up having sex even though we're not supposed to be doing anything romantic (for our own sakes). I feel incredibly torn and like this can only result in more pain and hurt...
On the other hand, we also all got together to celebrate the birthday of a mutual friend we haven't seen in almost a year, and watched a funny movie together. I guess it's those little things that keep us sane.
Last edited by StarTeddy; 04-03-2012 at 05:42 AM.