Yes, anonymous to the world, but upsetting to them that I
had those thoughts.
As I said, it was llike a journal, with feedback, no ill intent just trying to make the best of a confusing situation.
I'm just a normal woman, in a less than normal circumstance, with a limited perspective, trying to find my way through a complicated situation , hoping to find clarity in an anonymous, *safe*, environment.
Oh well... lesson learned.