You were being honest and sharing your fears, hopes, and feelings. Is that really so awful?
Like RP said this is all anonymous, everyone's privacy is perfectly intact. For all we know you could be making up every word of this as part of a novel you're working on. I'm very sorry to hear it's caused hurt, but it always confuses me when people feel guilty for "portraying someone in a bad light" on an online forum like this. It's not like what anyone here thinks can affect the real lives of anyone involved in any way, nor are any of us likely to remember the details of your story in a month or so (no offense meant at all, but its a high traffic board with many similar sounding stories).
Why take our perceptions so hard?
Me, 30ish bi female, been doing solo poly for roughly 5 years. Gia, Clay, and Pike, my partners. Davis, ex/friend/"it's complicated." Eric, Gia's husband. Bee, Gia and Eric's toddler.