Annabel, I know that you are right. Honestly I struggle with trying to feel for more than one person at once. It's not that I can't, I do understand that people can. It's just that my tome is soooooooo limited between my kids and career, my life, that I don't have the energy or time to devote to getting to know another man. What free time I have, is either late at night as my kids sleep or every other weekend when they are with their father, and then I'm with my guy. And honestly, he is the only one I am interested in being with.
I have often thought of seeking others but the thought is exhausting to me. I have dated every form of loser you can think of, my guy is a diamond in the rough, I just want him. That doesn't mean I don't want to share him, just maybe a little more frequent for me.