Thank you for your responses. The funny thing is, is that this was my idea. I do want to experience this and get to know other people, whether it be friendship or love, or just flirting. I need that too. As well as him. We talk everyday about everything no matter what it is. I want to know what he is thinking and he wants the same. My feelings have gotten better because he wants me to be happy too. I really appreciate your responses. Every little bit helps.