urmila, I LOVE YOU! you're not alone. you're never alone
if you feel, join in also here
there's an English Nest.
there's not plenty of people writing, on the contrary, but this forum for me has a great value because, now, not only in facebook one can read about polyamory (and the un-truths about religion and science and pre-history), but even in a very simple forum and, above all, in italian!
my "hope" is taht more and more italian people feel that they are not all alone in their misunderstood, pure biology