All of this is a result of how severe and deep seated my depression is. We just spent 2 hours talking, and he figured out that I have this need to put him on the highest pedastal. Because in my eyes, I will never be worth half of what he is. Sorry that I've taken up so much of your time.
Niah/me: 26 Bi female, married to Kail: 26 Bi male, Thing 1: our oldest child, Thing 2: the trouble maker, Thing 3: the baby/bun in the oven
"Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others can not keep it from themselves"