Hmmm. That was even more incoherent than I expected.
I think you spew out whatever is on your mind onto the intertubes to get reactions. Maybe you truly believe what you are spewing, maybe not.
Sadly, in the midst of your spew, there are the occasional nuggets of interesting things to think about. But these nuggets are covered up by defensiveness, intellectual posturing, logical fallacies, ignorance, and profound disorganization of thought, that the nuggets are not really worth the annoyance of engaging.
At least, that is where I'm at. Good luck to you.