So I wasn't anticipating all this PAIN. Excruciating heartbreak. Yesterday was the worst Valentines Day I've ever had. The brother-sister thing slipped and I just found myself wanting to feel loved. Sundance brought me roses and I can't stop wishing things could be different. He tells me he loves me and she is just a fling, even still, even though we are getting a divorce, yet he keeps saying one thing, doing another. I am an emotional basket case. I am hurt and scared and I don't know what is true anymore, or what ever was true. Sorry to whine.